Everytime I listen to nasty tunes, I feel like a shit and that my tunes they will never go anywhere... Fucking rant for a serious depression... I should probably only have aplly myself on the DJ skills, as everitme I listen to a Mefjus, Spor, Prolix, Noisia, Rregula, Task Horizon, Billian.... I feel they are so forward that I can't really catch how the fuck they do to create such MASSIVE tunes... Even a friend of mine, DISPROVE, that he was a listener of my tunes 4 years ago, now he produce terrific tunes that I cant really understand how it's possible that me I'm so retarded that I can't get that sound??? I should probably accept the fact that I can't get anywhere with my skills... But if so, why I do still insist on trying to produce something decent??? What's that shit that keep up pushing ourself on producing???