knarf. i like that name. its familiar somehow. from my past. perhaps my childhood. i had a lovely childhood, i remember the trees, the owls would speak from high up, tell me stories of creatures they called 'the old ones' that came from the stars and inhabited the earth long long ago. since then i could never shake the feeling i wanted to be there, in the hyades where they came from. and that even though dead as they may be, they are watching me. im going out tonight. i bought the ticket and ill take the ride. if im back tomorrow im a dog unfit for this life. carcosa is calling, the hyades in the constellation taurus.