ok , i feel i need to move on . i love you all dearly , ad you have created a monster within me ... look out for crabs walking sideways down your local highstreet and we can catch up for a beer. this may be a famous Panty goodbye, and ill be back with my claws in between my legs in the near future,pretending nothings happened .. and i have said goodbye before i do realise this , as i planned on climbing trees, and living in the woods.. but this time im positive i will travel far, im going to spiritually awaken myself, i ordered josticks today and my mums knitting me a psychedelic jumper for winter. please dont judge. its been emotional. i hope you are all wonderful in what you do. Love & Light, Peace .. Thanks for having me, your friendly forum crab .