whats up well i took the day off school today as i am fucking hanging. i swear to god i flared my nostril earlier and i almost puked, i can barely move. typing this now is making me feel queezy and light headed basically, last night was my school christmas party thing and i thought id had a few beers, i went round a mates at 4 and smoked a few joints then by 7 we were on the beers, between 7ish to 8.30 i had drank 11 bottles of stella, 3 shots of vodka and a few bottles of the smaler WKD bottles (there were girls there) to say the least i was fucking hammered nd was going or a piss every 2 minutes, i was fine walking down then when i got into the actual club i felt so ill, so i stumbled to the toilets andwas sick repeatedly, i walked out and i saw a girl and i slurred 'what the fuck you doing in here' she said to me, 'no you twat your in the girls toilets, fuck off!' so i ran out. then according to my call list i rang sam the dnb man. sam, did we actually speak or did you ignore it? i want to know what i said if i did speak to you. i then walked out the club and almost got hit by a car as i ran into the road. i sketched out and hid in a bush. then 2 of my mates came to find me leading on a shop window spinning right out, they told me to go home but i couldnt move! i then collapsed on the floor and cut my head so my mate walked me home. on the way to mine about 5 mins from my house he told me the girl i really liked turned up at the party, (she goes to a different school) when i heard this i cryed all the way home as i really wanted to see her, i rang her and she apparently just laughed and said it was okay and said i shoulkdnt worry and that she'll stay round this weekend when my parents go back to london. this made me happier so i hugged my mate james and went to sleep on the sofa. i turned on the tv like an hour and half later and it was 11.30pm, i was like wtf ill walk back to the party, i got half way and i was sick, so i walked home. now i feel stupid and fucking annoyed. lets here some stories from the dnbforum crew to cheer me up!