i just turned down grade A+ ass. fuck!! heres why. you ever get the feeling this girl dont want me for me but cos her friend wants me? pretty shitty of her of course, BUT!! shouldnt matter should it!!? not to me!! i should of fucked her anyway!!! prom night and everything!! imagine her underwear (argh drool)!! BUT I DIDNT!! DID I? WHAT AN IDIOT!! all because im supposed to hook up with this girl (i really like BUT THATS JUST THE POINT!! WHO CARES?!? THAT WAS PURE ASS I TURNED DOWN!!) tomorrow. itd better be worth it or ill shoot myself. in the nutsack.