Thanks for everyone's comments and to Ayden for making this poll off his own back.
A little tough reading everyone's rather mediocre report of my dnb career so far. Now I remember why I never bothered reading forum posts.
So why read this one you ask? Being someone who hides away from all this kind of stuff normally, I'm making a concerted effort to connect with people who might be interested in my music. Especially now I have started up my label detail again.
I'm releasing vault 1 as a 10 year celebration of me doing dnb as a full time career. And damn me it's a tough career! But one live and breath everyday of my life!
For those that dislike my music or find it rather weird or mediocre, ill call it as I have found it in this ten year career so far.
I'm damned if I do and damned if I don't.
If I write a banger I'm selling out. Or not being myself.
If I write a deep tune then half the dnb audience switch off.
Well I can tell you everything I write I'm being myself. I write music from the heart and just let the moment take me when I'm in the studio.
I wrote a lot of different dnb a while back. Let's call it more 'radio friendly' than you might consider I normally write. I was proud of this music and thought, yeh this could work. Only to be shot down by a label I was signed with. Why, well I can only speculate that it blurred the lines with there other artists on the label. Labels like to keep everyone in there little box invade you don't know. It's more convenient to manage it that way.
So...Sadly someone like myself who enjoys writing all kinds of dnb and (hopefully) does it with my own flavour isn't cool. Listeners don't like unpredictability anymore. When did this happen in music??? When I got into rave music many years ago it was that crazy, unpredictability that excited me. When did we lose that?! Following the latest trend and fitting in with the rest of the scene is something I don't understand. But this behaviour makes successful superstar dnb djs. Like a musical swarm of bees all vying for the same position bores the hell out of me, but lines the pockets of a few while the Mavericks continue to struggle.