I realized that since I stopped listening to dnb it brought on mind crushing depression which made me wanna die alot of the time. I actually didn't realize why but I stopped listening to all music quite a while ago and my life lost nearly all meaning, I lost my soul in short. Like a poor soulless carcass I rummaged around my HD and happened upon some dnb I had left on there catching dust. To my joy it immediately revitalized me like no other. So I am thinking of getting back into mixing again now. Do you guys reckon there is much point doing it if I don't plan on playing out? It's a possibility as I did once or twice in the past. I guess I am asking are there other ways to enjoy DJing without playing out? I know I used to enjoy DJing on my own but it was always with a mind on playing live to people. I might play out live in future but not in the meantime.