i just broke up with my girlfriend

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  1. logikz

    logikz I Am Not The King Staff Member

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    shes how you call it, 'sectioned'? shes in a mental institution, so she hasnt been home in a long time. but i called her up and told her whos the boss of the jobs and she can fucking stay there until her body rots for all i care. check this out, she said shed get leave for saturday - sunday and come home and wed chill and talk and whatnot but i already made plans for sat-sun before making this call cos i knew shed cancel anyway and she did!! she fucking did, im laughing as i write this, girls are so fucking predictable. anyway i told her not to come at all. she will have to come and pack at some point. think i should get it started for her? look its tough alright, breaking up is never fun and this hurts but i cant be dependent on some fucking psycho. codependency is inevitable in a close relationship, i know that now. i hate codependency, its the death personality. to break it hurts even if its for your own good. this is a girl i been living with for four years so were fairly tight knit. the new years eve celebrations made her collapse at work and she got sectioned. i know its weird, and i dont believe a word of it. point is its none of my concern any more where she is or what she does. this happened the same time last year, but a month to the day earlier so she ruined christmas and newyears eve hardcore. this year she let the collapse and psychotic episodes and cutting herself slide until after the holidays, something i found very charitable. BUT still break up over the phone with long lecture on how much she sucks LAD. karl netherfields just call me mr. right.
     
  2. dirty breaks

    dirty breaks Guest

    tl;dr, punch her in her cunt, that usually fixes a faulty woman. if that doesn't work then find the receipt and take her back to the store.
     
  3. logikz

    logikz I Am Not The King Staff Member

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    lost the receipt, cant do much else than scrap this model, possible trade in for another used model.
     
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    I know its a bit deep and probably a tad too nosey... but why did she get sectioned??

    I was with a manic depresant for a year and half... everything would be fine... then POW.... shes in a rage... cuttin herself... overdose... the lot... she also got sectioned a little while after i split with her..... she was Bi-Polar and tad Schitz apparently.... and where me and her used to get so wasted together it simply made her worse...

    fucked up shit


    but.... best thing i ever done was split with her.... she was bringing me down with her to no end...
     
  5. dirty breaks

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    you could get store credit, you buy her from ho's r' us? i know a guy there, Vinny with the ponytail. he'll sort you out with store credit and a Caramac bar.
     
  6. logikz

    logikz I Am Not The King Staff Member

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    shes definitely bi-polar. always all or nothing, never any inbetweens or nuances. totally happy or total fucking necro. had to struggle like an aids patient to keep her mood consistent. and i think she hurt her ego having to do that, when she couldnt be a psycho, scream jealously and cut herself and smash plates and shit, when she couldnt do that cos i wouldnt have it, i think she hurt her ego. psychos are like that.

    she got sectioned for collapsing at work, we celebrated new years for about two weeks (started round the 27th dec) with literally every drug in the book and her systems shut down at work. they rushed her to the hospital, did a blood test and found all the drugs, gave her a choice. get registered as a junkie and fired or get locked up from thursday to monday. so the choice is obvious, get locked up for a bit, but thats just one of those things we do so they can shut up, just knuckle down, get your white thrash on and remember back in juvie hall. but come monday she stays in the mental institution and shes been there for like two weeks now? says shes works half days, shares a room with three other girls that she doesnt speak to and does therapy for the rest. says shes got heavy issues that she never talked about with anybody else and she needs a lot of work. i dont believe a word of it. i think she works days and sleeps at her sisters house or some guy or whatever. point of my phonecall was whatever it is she does with her time is none of my business now. i need peace and quiet and to get healthy, i had pneumonia ffs dont need this shit bitch. some people got no consideration.
     
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    hyperd4eva H&M SCARVES

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    Keep your head up karlos and learn from it boy!! Stay off the hard stuff or you will be with her for longer than u would like!
     
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    logikz I Am Not The King Staff Member

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    you mean we had a longer relationship cos we did drugs together? you may have a point you know. you really might.
     
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    hyperd4eva H&M SCARVES

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    either that... or you will end up being sectioned in the same place ;). Seriously though sounds like she was trouble.
     
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    sounds deep man
    take it easy karlos!
     
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    logikz I Am Not The King Staff Member

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    yeah problem is im on a white month!$#@!$#@)$R%)@*R NOW WHAT??!$#@?$#@! THE SHIPS SINKING AND THE CAPTAINS SLEEP?!?#@!!?#@
    im two weeks into my white month and could really have planned this better. goddamn. where do you go when your soul is rotten.
     
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    hyperd4eva H&M SCARVES

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    on a journey through sound !?
     
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    get creative with it
     
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    logikz I Am Not The King Staff Member

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    record black metal. good call. did anyone hear my black metal song yet btw
     
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    lock yourself in a room with a couple gallons of Jaeger, a kilo of heroin and a dead woman left breast.

    report back in a week.
     
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    logikz I Am Not The King Staff Member

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    you have no idea how close you really are to the truth, were having session saturday-sunday in the studio making drum and bass with
    a) liters and liters of chilled jaeger
    b) bare yay
    c) billy whos an utter tit indeed


    problem is im on a white month, week two, sooooooo what to do what to do. cant think of anything tbh.
     
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    Whats a white month? are you being racialistical!?
     
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    Come home Karl, come home.
     
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    To be honest Karl... what i think you really need.... is to hit play on the track called "Jump" in my sig.... and play it really loud....
     
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    logikz I Am Not The King Staff Member

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    a tad rasistical, yes. i am in most my statements. and questions for that matter. no a white month is a drink and drug free month. i been chuck full of anti biotics so the drug thing is pretty much null and void but the drink is serious bizness, two more weeks and i wont have had a drink for a full month, which i didnt do since fucking 1994 i think. so its a big thing but with this break up which is getting worse by the minute with sms btw its looking fucking bleak i can tell you that. white month, what am i trying to prove. oh yeah im trying to cleanse so i can start working out and lose heaps of weight cos without the alcohol its so much easier to lose weight. thats what i was doing. but i dont know now, a bottle of angry roaring testy extatic forgetful bliss would be sooooooooo spot on right now, just keep drinking til i hit rock bottom. fuck i want to destroy now. what to do what to do.