So, here i am all pissed off.. I'm so fed up of not being able to produce and having a ridiculously slow learning curve.. It take's me so long for my brain to learn and lock in even the simplest process. It's like a vicious circle of forgetting the previous thing whilst learning a new one, and with something like production where there is infinite amounts to learn and still hundreds of things to learn just to make a reasonable tune I feel i'm climbing a slippery slope. In the year I took at college doing music production a few years back I learnt fuck all for the amount of time I spent cracking on with it, and every time I come back to it with fresh hope I just realise why I give up everytime. The time I spend learning to reach a level im happy with i'm really not enjoying because i'm constantly listening to myself make absolute bollocks and going over the same old things i've forgotten whilst trying to cram a load of new information into my head that will maybe imo make my time worth while. I kinda feel if i'm not enjoying it and feel I wont be for a long old time until I can make something even half decent then why bother?! Anyone else feel/felt a similar problem and just worked through it? Rant b2b Cry over.