Ive been smoking for so long now started on Fridays where about 20 of us would get through an eigth and all be so high. Then the weekend started to become totally stoned, but the week-days not. Not sure why we just agreed not to smoke during the week, prob coz we didnt go out as much. Slowly but surely we smoked more and more with some stopping and some carrying on. We started to have Stone Tuesdays at one of ours mates houses which was free on Tuesday after school. This slowly grew into going out everyday to smoke. Back then it wasnt just to blaze would go out everyday to play football and fuck about. Soon after that ( another years time ) We started smoking before things, to be buzzing during them like the cinema etc. Then i started to smoke at school. Then at home. Then come home at lunch for a joint and so on. Now nearly 6-7 years later, its not changed and the time has flew by with draw at the center. I get home from work wanting to blaze and i do. But thats it thats all i do, I'm not alone. There are about 5 of us left that are all in the same boat, we all work, we all blaze everyda,y and we all regret letting ourselves get to where we are now. Sometimes i wonder what i would be like without draw. And someone once said to me that you have become an adult whilst stoned and you dont know who you are. I dont believe in that coz im not a crank, but i do see there point. When i try to stop i just get to the stage where i allow it , "fuck it we will stop next month and so on". I know many people that blaze less than me and are fine, and can manage it fine. I just think people in my situation shouldn't of let themselves get there and if you think you are stop or jsut cut down now. Im 19 ,yet still sit around in my car blazing the evening away just to get up the next day and do the same. Anyway thought i would tell you a shortened version of my experience. I have now finally realised that i want to stop, and am taking steps to do so, its fucking will no will power let me tell you. Anyway all that aside DNB rules!!!!!!!