heres a few to look out for, bear in mind once youve watched one you will never forgive me. or yourself or anyone else for that matter.
august underground, mordum and penance, slaughtered vomit dolls, salo 120 days of sodom, begotten
i keep watching really really messed up movies and even though it freaks me out so bad i dont feel human for days afterwards i cant seem to leave it alone. i feel like ive tapped into somehting, like dean corso in the 9th gate or something.